I not transform i restore myself before i damage myself .I need full knowledges from.beginning as perfect till i imperfect and reverse myself back.to.perfect. I ruin myself i restore myself .In this case my body need restoration not me . I had many many hostess .None of them permanent. I leave many clue to undo my damage work. Yeah i was fallen till i lost everything .Just for knowledges. I change and keep change for i never had permanent body. Finally i become plain .And my memory still the same .Not my body. She will die if i didnt fix her.
